"But Mom, he hit me first!" From our earliest days, we all have a tendency to "pass the buck," trying to wiggle out of responsibility by comparing our wrongdoing with someone else. But that's not how righteousness works!
You can know something about a person, their biography, greatest achievements, famous sayings...but still be a stranger to them. Real relationships require something more. Presence. Pursuit. A genuine willingness to close the distance.
If you want to pursue a deeper relationship with God, be sure to request the book The Pursuit of God by A. W. Tozer.